FEELINGS

I keep feelings for you,
I didn’t know I could
I try not to think about them
And just avoid that they’re there
But every time I see you
They swarm back into my heart
Like it hasn’t had enough breaking.

I can’t control these feeligns
Although I really wish I could
Because then there wouldn’t be a problem
And I wouldn’t know they are there
But they stay until I see you again
And I know that you don’t help
Because you lead me on everytime
And I believe you, I give in.

I’m hoping to control my feelings
And try to ignore that they are there
Maybe then it won’t matter to me so much
And I won’t need to know you care.
But no matter how hard I try
They are always waiting in my heart
So that when I see you the feelings can start.