Good bye

Never have I hurt this much,
never cried so many tears.
This pain you’ve caused,
it’s not your fault,
this I know with all of my heart.

I want to hug you,
but also to slap you,
kiss you but also attack you.
This pain is so intense;
it takes my breath away.

Who am I to turn to?
What am I to say?
How could one person be the cause of so much pain;
easily break a heart into so many tiny,
jagged pieces? I want to hear your voice,
but never again see your face.

I want to hold you in my arms;
I still wish that you were mine.
thought there was a chance for us,
there’s still a love you can’t deny.
The tears pour down yet once again,
and my heart breaks anew.

Oh, how I already miss you.
Never again will I laugh with you,
never again smile at your jokes.
This is it, this is the end,
this, is….goodbye.