I am happy

I am happy,
coz I smile…
somewhere it pinches in my heart,
yet no sign of sigh,
I am happy,
I wonder why..??
I am happy…
I wonder….am I..??

I live my dream each day,
yet each day i die…
I smile, I laugh,
but somewhere deep within I cry…
I am happy…
I wonder….am I..??

I walk, I run,
I stop, I turn….
just to see what all left behind,
I sweat…my eyes so dry..
once again I smile..a painful effort..
I smile asking myself the reason why..??
I am happy,
I wonder….am I..????