I Can’t Believe That You’re Helping Me

I can’t believe that you’re helping me
Until today I never thought that I’d see
How much of a caring person that you are
Other people never notice how caring you can be
But that’s alright because I’ve never seen a bigger heart,
Every since we found out that we are cousins
It’s been perfect from the start
My life is so fucked up
That I can’t fix it by myself, and I have to admit
It’s kind of pathetic, I just want you to know that
I’ll always be here for you no matter what
Even if we are fighting
But trust me we will both get over it
Your the only reason why I’m not dead yet
And I know that might make you mad
But it’s the truth, I could never lie to you
That is one thing that we always remain true
The reason why I live life is because of you
And this is the only way that I can tell you
I don’t want to tell you out loud
Because most of all
I don’t want you to think that I’m stupid or dumb
I don’t know why but you’re the only person that I can really talk to without getting nervous and mad
You’re the best thing that has ever happened in my life,
I just wanted to tell you how much that you mean to me,
And I just want you to see how much
I need you so please don’t ever hate me