I’m Sorry My Love

Last time when i said goodbye
I could see tears in your eye
I know how much you love me
But why aren’t you able to see
That I am not used to this pain
I don’t want love in my life again

I want to be alone
Even when this whole world is gone
I can sing my own songs
Or i can wait for happiness all life long
I can live with a lie
But i just can’t afford to die

I am too selfish to be yours
I would rather take costly gifts than these sweet flowers
I just want a lot of money to live
I don’t care whatever you give
Your life matters nothing to me
No matter how much time you took to wove this love for me

You should have known better what i am
And you know i wont give a damn
I can say all this and a lot more
But you reside in my heart in galore
I can pretend that i hate you
But my life is so much empty without you

I can ignore you for a lifetime
But i would get sentenced for committing this hideous crime
I can fake all that i want to on your face
But the real smile comes from your grace
I love you more than my own life
I am ready to take this whole world’s strife

Life is nothing with you in it
Love means nothing with you than shit
This is what i was made to say
When you went away on that fateful day
It was either him or your regretful death
Either his hand or your coffin with a wreath

I had no choice
I called you but there was no voice
I ran to you but i could not reach you
I tried to look but my eyes couldn’t find you
I cried for you the whole night
Longing for just one short sight
They took me to you the next day
The place where your pale body lay
I just fell down on my knees
That day no one listened to my pleas
I sorry my love for hurting you if i ever did
But i loved you more than anyone else did….