Poems Junction

Oh how much you have changed,
We used to be so close,
We used to be so special.

You were my first true love,
My first true friend.
What happened back then,
Why didnt it work.

I miss you so much,
But i know your happy now,
If only things were different,
I know we could have been happy.

Good bye my love, good bye my friend

This poem was written/submitted by JoAnna R.

It’s the burning in your chest
the frail last breathe
the final look of regret
the epitome of saddness

This poem was written/submitted by Quin.

I am happy,
coz I smile…
somewhere it pinches in my heart,
yet no sign of sigh,
I am happy,
I wonder why..??
I am happy…
I wonder….am I..??

I live my dream each day,
yet each day i die…
I smile, I laugh,
but somewhere deep within I cry…
I am happy…
I wonder….am I..??

I walk, I run,
I stop, I turn….
just to see what all left behind,
I sweat…my eyes so dry..
once again I smile..a painful effort..
I smile asking myself the reason why..??
I am happy,
I wonder….am I..????

I cannot think you’re not alive somewhere.
I think of you just as I did before.
No sudden gust of wind has closed the door
Or made your presence vanish in thin air.
I write you this because I know you’re there;
That even after death there must be more.
So does faith one’s inner sun restore
After bitter darkness few can bear.
My mind and heart have not yet lost a friend
Even though my senses are bereft,
For you remain the witness of my soul.
No mere accident our love can end
So long as I have will and memory left,
And you lie silent on some unknown shoal.

“I hate her!!!”
By the sea I saw her stand all alone,
I saw my fade shadow next to her.
What was I whispering to her?
I wish I knew me better,

My memories are fading, as I am dying,
My memories are fading, but why is that sweet heart,
I still have her memories, bright all night, safe apart,
Did I ever love her? Can I hate her?

Could I ever kiss her lips for one last time,
But I know, such a dream is a crime.
Even today, with my eyes closed,
I feel her next to me, I feel her breath.
Wish I could hold her close, read her eyes.
Would I be able to? Have I ever been able to?
But today I swear my eyes would say,
“I hate you”, won’t it?

Didn’t she know I betrayed me,
Didn’t she know?
She is a gift of god, an angel,
She should be loved and cared.
Who is the one for her?
Who is the one to be loved by her?
But why is that I hate her… I hate her!!

When did I see her first?
When did I see her last?
Days, weeks, months have past,
Did I forget her? I wonder if I ever be able to?
But I should “I hate her”

This were the last words to be said,
I shall remember this till I am dead.
I did say “I love you”, I did kiss her,
Wipe the rolling tears, kissed her eyes,
But unlike before my heart trebled,
Never did I know, this was the last,
Never did I.. never did I.

My heart still ponders
What is love, what is hate??
But I do know “I hate her”
I hate her, but my heart still ponders why?

By the sea I see her stand,
Her hair dancing with the wind,
Her hands are being held by, I see her smile,
I see them from a hundred mile
He whispers to her, I feel light and afloat,
But I know he is the one for her.

My legs are week, my skin crumbled,
My memories have faded,
I wish I could see her, could ask her after these years,
Did I ever hate her?

I hate everything about you
I hate those jealous eyes
I hate those agrresive nights
I hate those ignorant thoughts that “im sorry” ,
Means im going to giggle and smile and “GET OVER IT” how you expect me to do.
I hate how I have to take care of you,
and tell you what to do.
And you take me for granted
I hate how your like a child in every thing you do.
I hate how i feel in this relationship so TIRED, BORED, AND STRESSED.
Baby, i just hate YOU.

This poem was written/submitted by JoAnna R.

I loved you once, nor can this heart be quiet;
For it would seem that love still lingers there;
But do not you be further troubled by it;
I would in no wise hurt you, oh, my dear.
I loved you without hope, a mute offender;
What jealous pangs, what shy despairs I knew!
A love as deep as this, as true, as tender,
God grant another may yet offer you.

A thousand words couldn’t bring you back,
I know because I tried.
Neither could a thousand tears,
I know because I cried.
You left behind a broken heart,
and happy memories too,
but I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.

This poem was written/submitted by Nancy Brar.

I thought I finally received a break
Only to see the sun fall

My eyes will not see what they longed to see
My lips will not taste what they longed to taste

Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss

I want you back now that you’re gone.
My heart’s a pit no love can fill.
I stumble through my days of stone
Bereft of joy, bereft of will.
I could not tell myself I loved
You as I did for fear of pain.
Far easier not to be moved,
Than moved to love, and hurt again.

How stupid! I loved anyway,
And now the blame is all my own.
Please rescue me, this torture stay,
And for my sin I will atone.