I’m Sorry

I’m constantly apologizing.
I don’t know what else to say.
I don’t know how else to say it.
I’m sorry I was born this way.

I’m sorry I’m not good enough.
That I’m not perfect like you

I’m sorry I’m not pretty enough.
That I’m not skinny enough.

I’m sorry that I’m not smart enough
to make you proud of me.

I’m sorry that I’m not as organized
as you’d like me to be.

I’m sorry that I try hard enough to cry
at every little thing

I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment
to everyone I meet.

I’m sorry I’m not as graceful
as the prima I want to be.

I’m sorry that I’m just another emo wannabe.

I’m sorry I’m just a wannabe that wants to be just like you.

Like you, with your brains, beauty, organization, and grace.
All the things I don’t have.

I’m sorry that I’m lazy.
Though I’m constantly going in a million different directions.

I’m sorry that I did this.
I’m sorry that I said that.
I’m sorry that I’m sorry all the time.

I’m sorry that I always make the little mistakes that make me sound like a broken record.

I’m sorry that I’m always in despair.
I’m sorry that I’m always crying.
I’m sorry that it hurts
I’m sorry that you are oblivious to all of this.

I’m sorry that you think that I know nothing.
I’m sorry that I know what I do.

I’m sorry you think I can’t feel anything.
I’m sorry that I feel these things the way I do.

I’m sorry that I’m sorry that I’m sorry.

But most of all,
I’m sorry that you’re not.

This poem was submitted by Ally Beenie.

I’m Sorry My Love

Last time when i said goodbye
I could see tears in your eye
I know how much you love me
But why aren’t you able to see
That I am not used to this pain
I don’t want love in my life again

I want to be alone
Even when this whole world is gone
I can sing my own songs
Or i can wait for happiness all life long
I can live with a lie
But i just can’t afford to die

I am too selfish to be yours
I would rather take costly gifts than these sweet flowers
I just want a lot of money to live
I don’t care whatever you give
Your life matters nothing to me
No matter how much time you took to wove this love for me

You should have known better what i am
And you know i wont give a damn
I can say all this and a lot more
But you reside in my heart in galore
I can pretend that i hate you
But my life is so much empty without you

I can ignore you for a lifetime
But i would get sentenced for committing this hideous crime
I can fake all that i want to on your face
But the real smile comes from your grace
I love you more than my own life
I am ready to take this whole world’s strife

Life is nothing with you in it
Love means nothing with you than shit
This is what i was made to say
When you went away on that fateful day
It was either him or your regretful death
Either his hand or your coffin with a wreath

I had no choice
I called you but there was no voice
I ran to you but i could not reach you
I tried to look but my eyes couldn’t find you
I cried for you the whole night
Longing for just one short sight
They took me to you the next day
The place where your pale body lay
I just fell down on my knees
That day no one listened to my pleas
I sorry my love for hurting you if i ever did
But i loved you more than anyone else did….

I Am Sorry

I am sorry it had to end like this.
I am sorry that I can’t be what you want me to be,
how you want me to be.
I am sorry that loving me caused you so much hurt.
I am sorry that I have done nothing but exacerbate your insecurities.
I am sorry that I walked into your life, gave you hope and not fulfilling your dreams.
I am sorry.
I am sorry.

I am not sorry I met you.
I am not sorry I fell in love with you.
I am not sorry for letting you into my life where no one was allowed for 3 years.
I am not sorry for loving you with all my being while I could.
I am not sorry for having felt wonderfully loved and cherished at the expense of your insecurities.

Your life, my life will go on.
With a big hole that would take a long time to fill.
With hurt that will take a long time to heal.
With hope that one day the pain would ease and eventually go away.

My love for you will never go away….. and that is a promise.


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